Date: 10/14/2009

I'm still alive

Yes. I'm still alive. Just not online as often as i usually am (which isn't much anyway). What can i say? Nothing much has changed. I'm still working. Still animating tv adverts. The work i do still limits my potential GREATLY. I stopped attending university because i couldn't handle working and studying. I feel much lighter after that. I've started doing Parkour. I've injured myself a lot. I've made many new friends, and made many people smile this year. I've absolutely fallen for a girl. I hardly see her because of work, and she's at university. I'm not entirely sure how she feels about me, but i've chosen not to ask because i'd hate to be a distraction in her most important year. I I have approximately 2 weeks before we lose contact, and I'm probably not gonna tell her how i feel. I've cried just thinking about not being able to tell her. So Why won't i? Why indeed . . . This is going to damage me for a long time. But pain always goes away. . . right?


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